I am dreading conference because I must finally face the fact that I am not going to be ordained this year. All of my hopes must be put on hold, and I have to face the challange of BOOM next year. What is the most difficult is how public it all is. I failed, and everyone knows it.
But I realize that God is walking on this journey with me. At times, I question God and God's call on my life, but I know that whatever comes from this can be used to help me grow into a better minister.
Rallph Waldo Eemerson once wrote, "Do not follow where the path may lead. Go instead where there is no path and leave a trail." I can not follow the path that others do, so I could stand here and wait or I can start traveling again and let God forge the way.
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